tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-46658504739333666902024-02-19T00:23:16.094-08:00Unpacking My LibraryChrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.comBlogger78125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-12683722492844145692010-01-22T07:21:00.001-08:002010-02-01T16:17:44.558-08:00Reading and Coffee<p>With a jug of hot coffee, paper cups, and a book in hand, my wife is off to her weekly women’s book group. That’s right, weekly. The group meets seven consecutive weeks in the fall, in the winter, and in the spring, taking a long summer break to allow the members to hike the Cascade Mountains. Each year a few of those hiking women are now leaving the group. Founders of the book group thirty-five years ago, they lived into their eighties, experienced the vicissitudes of three American decades, survived the deaths of their husbands, and read a great many books. My wife is keeper of a spreadsheet that lists books the group has read since the mid-1970s. The sheet has 850 lines.</p> <p>The reading group being a social animal, a jug of coffee is its good friend. Too much is made of reading as <em>the</em> purpose of a book group (remember to “conscientiously separate the socializing from the discussion, ” warns a book on leading groups.) Often one or more members of my groups have not completed the scheduled reading. My readers have busy lives. According to some book club gurus, members who don’t keep up with scheduled readings should be asked to leave. Silence is also to be eliminated. I once had a group member ( I can't say "participant") who sat through six sessions on <em>Swann’s Way</em> and another six on <em>Moby-Dick</em> without saying a word. A woman who has followed me though several groups over four years rarely speaks. The veteran book group leader would have me think I failed for not “having drawn out” the silent attendee. I say, let all who want to attend come. The jug of coffee is the book group’s friend.</p> <p>It is true that a group moderator must occasionally redirect a discussion that seems to be irritating the group (making sure the discussion is not irritating only the moderator). Several years ago the founder of a book group wrote to <em>Slate</em>’s etiquette expert, <a href="http://www.blogger.com/.slate.com/id/2195483/">Prudence</a>, complaining of a bully who “sighs loudly and makes faces at the suggestions other members make. Then, when we select the book, she will say things like "Well, that's not the book I would have chosen." The bully like to “ ‘play devil's advocate’ and argue for argument's sake.” Prudence recommended having coffee with the bully to inform her of the group’s “unwritten rules of civility.” Luckily, I have not needed to arrange a meeting over coffee. But the extended digression and the interesting side-topic are inevitable, even in the most cohesive groups. </p> <p align="left">I do not mean to play down the importance of reading. Sophisticated readers who have a developed a deep sense of the English literary tradition compose my book groups. Like them, I have spent much of life reading. Unlike many, I also spent years of professional training to learn and critically evaluate literature, and have directed a good chunk of energy to using the information and experience of acquiring it to teach others how to do the same. We all are avid readers.</p> <p>My friend <a href="http://ludwig-richter.blogspot.com/">The English Teacher</a> is devoting himself to teaching reading to high school students, enormously difficult as he is working with teenagers to whom English is their second language. Your time couldn’t be better spent than reading his wide-ranging, thoughtful essays, whether they explore the problem of teaching <a href="http://ludwig-richter.blogspot.com/2009/12/teaching-to-gap.html">reading to the gap</a> or comment on <em><a href="http://ludwig-richter.blogspot.com/search/label/Hamlet">Hamlet</a></em> or remark on the value of “<a href="http://ludwig-richter.blogspot.com/2009/07/incompetent-reading.html">incompetent reading</a>.” He helps students learn to read at a rudimentary level, knowing that skill may lead to more satisfying forms of reading. I hope to help others further enrich their already sophisticated reading. Perhaps my comparison is an erroneous. Still, to lead a group through a discussion of a book is not to teach, whatever permutations one wishes to assign to teaching. In an essay on “<a href="http://www.theamericanscholar.org/the-decline-of-the-english-department/#hide">The Decline of the English Department</a>”, William C. Chace writes of a time when </p> <blockquote> <p>We began to see, as we had not before, how … books could shape and refine our thinking. We began to understand why generations of people coming before us had kept them in libraries and bookstores and in classes such as ours. There was, we got to know, a tradition, a historical culture, that had been assembled around these books. Shakespeare had indeed made a difference—to people before us, now to us, and forever to the language of English-speaking people.</p> </blockquote> <p>Part, a large part, of getting to know a literary tradition and a historical tradition requires a rigorous approach to reading that book groups don’t admit. The goal of the <a href="http://unpacking-my-library.blogspot.com/2009/12/leading-readers.html">fellowship</a> I received in graduate school was to send me into the world to <em>teach</em>, to help others understand the traditions that inform our literature. On second thought, I hardly believe I am doing so. No, I go off with the jug of coffee to my book groups so I can participate in genial literary discussions, happily.</p> <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-46255426093820466732010-01-07T16:36:00.001-08:002010-01-07T16:40:56.214-08:00Premature Burial<p>The day was cloudless. Standing on a rise, my nephew’s wife was remembering her husband when I heard her ask us to join her. My brother, his living children, and I walked slowly up the hill, behind the gathered mourners. She offered a chance to speak. My living nephew said a few halting words, then his sister. I tried to form words, but could only see a reclining figure frozen upon a crypt’s lid. </p> <p>Summers ago, my family visiting from a distant state, we had followed him across the property to the stream, beating our way through tall grasses and thick alder along the stream bank. A photograph from that time shows him smiling, his older daughter on his back, his younger in the arms of his wife. Soon he would not walk. His wife guided the mourners down the hill to a stream. On this chilly cloudless day fall frost had cut down the meadow grasses. I watched her pour him into the shallow water. After the others had returned to the house, I looked at his bone dust lying on the streambed. Even in death he wouldn’t move.</p> <p>******</p> <p>The meeting ended early. A call to United yielded one remaining seat on the commuter flight home. He would have to hurry. There was time, but none to waste, so he was relieved that traffic moved along. He deposited the rental car (express checkout, he still had time), then walked briskly to the boarding area. A United gatekeeper greeted him by name with a boarding pass. Not until he was onboard did he see his seat was a window in the last row.</p> <p>He made his way down the aisle, stuffed his bag into the overhead. Releasing a seat belt extender, an obese man lumbered to a stand to let him in. </p> <p>He looked out onto the tarmac, glistening from a late afternoon squall. Eyes closed, he imagined the first open space that came to mind. Andros. He was on the open water, bone fishing. He could see sunlight bounce along the far-reaching rippled sea surface. I can do this, he told himself. Sweat broke out. </p> <p>“Ladies and gentlemen, we’re ready to pull away from the gate. We’ve closed the cabin door and ask that you turn off all electronic devices.” </p> <p>He had ignored the words countless times. Now they propelled him out of the seat.</p> <p>“Sir, you must sit down. Sir, sit <em>down</em>” </p> <p>“Open the door. Please. I have to get off.” It was impossible to return to that seat.</p> <p>“Take mine,” suggested a passenger in first class. Reaching for bills, he saw the passenger wave away the offer and sat, beyond shame, not caring a damn about the gawkers.</p> <p>******</p> <p>Berenicë is full of vitality when the Edgar Allan Poe story of that name opens. The narrator, on the other hand, is suffering from a sickness. “I, ill of health, and buried in gloom—she agile, graceful, and overflowing with energy.” As the story unfolds, she becomes progressively more ill, dying toward the end, he more obsessed and gloomy. Bernice’s fall into illness sets the plot in motion; the narrator’s derangement fuels it.</p> <p>In “Berenicë”, as in many Poe stories, ideas seem to bring into being the worlds his narrators inhabit. To say that a Poe character misperceives the world because of a psychological (or psychoanalytical) disorder is to diminish Poe’s achievement. “Berenicë” holds an epistemological problem; the world becomes whatever a character might imagine. </p> <p>Poe inverts Locke’s argument that sensation creates ideas. Bernicë’s teeth are “des idées” which the narrator coveted “so madly!” Because ideas generate the real, we know as soon as he begins to obsess that something gruesome will result (another inversion, turning Romantic contemplation into gothic horror).</p> <p>At the end of the story, there is a leap from the mind of the narrator to the effect his mind has had on the world. A knock of the door. A servant enters, bringing with him the world the narrator has transformed. Bernice’s grave has been violated. The servant adds another horrifying detail: Berenicë was found alive in the open grave. The narrator notices his own clothes, blood-stained and muddy. A box falls to the floor, spilling Berenicë’s teeth. The reader need not try to work out the logic. </p> <p>Poe wrote two other masterpieces that contain premature burials, “The Fall of the House of Usher” and “The Cask of Amontillado.” None are from the point of view of the buried. Only the mind affecting the burial mattered to Poe.</p> <p>********</p> <p>“I leave bedtime until the last possible moment compatible with my nurse's need for sleep,” writes the historian <a href="http://www.nybooks.com/articles/23531">Tony Judt</a>, who suffers from Lou Gehrig's disease. </p> <blockquote> <p>I am sat upright at an angle of some 110° and wedged into place with folded towels and pillows, my left leg in particular turned out ballet-like to compensate for its propensity to collapse inward...</p> </blockquote> <blockquote> <p>I am then covered, my hands placed outside the blanket to afford me the illusion of mobility but wrapped nonetheless since—like the rest of me—they now suffer from a permanent sensation of cold. I am offered a final scratch on any of a dozen itchy spots from hairline to toe; the Bi-Pap breathing device in my nose is adjusted to a necessarily uncomfortable level of tightness to ensure that it does not slip in the night; my glasses are removed…</p> </blockquote> <p>No children’s prayers or pleasant stories here at Tony Judt’s bedtime hour, he tells us. “...and there I lie, trussed, myopic, and motionless like a modern-day mummy, alone in my corporeal prison, accompanied for the rest of the night only by my thoughts.” </p> <p>******</p> <p>However infrequently or often, we fear losing control – of our jobs, our health, our means of negotiating through the years ahead. The claustrophobe acutely feels his precariousness. In the last row of the airplane, the window seat is indifferent to the man bolting from it.</p> <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-32636649375136352062009-12-30T05:54:00.001-08:002009-12-30T06:11:28.131-08:00Leading Readers<p align="left">I once received a prestigious award to study for a doctoral degree. The foundation that funded the grant, which was offered to students in all fields (I concentrated in American Studies), used three major criteria to determine who merited an award: academic achievement, passion for the value of education, and commitment to teaching as a career. </p> <p align="left">In addition to a generous sum of money, the award was an invitation into a fellowship. The foundation gathered my group of fellows for a week-long conference to meet one another and fellows from previous years. When the family that founded the program decided to shut it down, the foundation invited all fellows present and past to a last conference. </p> <p align="left">Many fellows went on to illustrious academic careers. I did not. Unable to find a suitable academic position after a time of contract teaching, I changed careers. Though there were understandable and compelling reasons to leave teaching, I felt at the time that I had betrayed the fellowship.</p> <p>Although I did not understand this until recently, an invitation four years ago to lead a reading class at <a href="http://www.hugohouse.org/">Richard Hugo House</a> provided another chance to fulfill the intent of the fellowship. The invitation came from the Hugo House program director, who had peg me as a candidate for leading a class on Proust’s novel <em>Swann’s Way.</em> It would be an experiment for us both. The writing center was offering a couple reading classes for the first time. Although I had taught, I had never led a reading group.</p> <p>Eight readers signed up for the six-week class. Discussion was lively. I asked the readers to make a short presentation on anything relevant to our reading, if they would like. No pressure. Each week I presented material I thought would clarify the reading. At the end of the six-week session, the class asked me to go on with <em>In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower</em>. The class changed—several people dropped out and several new readers joined—but after some shuffling the group went on to read all of <em>In Search of Lost Time</em>. </p> <p>A group that reads Proust can have heady discussions. Who are the different Marcels? Which is narrating? Why does Marcel Proust name his protagonist “Marcel”? Is Proust a Platonist or a Nietzchean? I raised topics, but let the group make its way through discussions. Readers were avid, open to ideas, engaged with one another. Each class seemed to bring new insights. I learned to hold back, allow the group exchange ideas, argue, commiserate (“I could kill Marcel.” “Isn’t he a jerk!”). </p> <p>Since that multi-year session on Proust, I have gone on to lead groups in <em>Moby-Dick</em>, Henry James (an ongoing project), and <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>. By leading, I have been teaching in a way very different from my experience in the college classroom, reminding me of Elizabeth Hardwick’s observation that reading “consoles, it excites, it gives you knowledge of the world and experience of a wide kind. It is a moral illumination.” For both readers and leader.</p> <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-2498160585209666532009-12-07T16:18:00.001-08:002009-12-07T16:18:01.130-08:00Tony Judt on Social Democracy<p>“Why is it that here in the United States we have such difficulty even <i>imagining</i> a different sort of society from the one whose dysfunctions and inequalities trouble us so? We appear to have lost the capacity to question the present, much less offer alternatives to it. Why is it so beyond us to conceive of a different set of arrangements to our common advantage?”</p> <p>In the current <em>New York Review of Books</em>, Tony Judt explores the history of our apparent inability to discuss social problems in moral terms. More <a href="http://www.nybooks.com/articles/23519">here</a>.</p> Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-5589445712007111302009-11-05T06:13:00.001-08:002009-11-09T07:15:10.623-08:00Shya Scanlon’s Forecast, Chapter 33<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnXaiuwe6LVC-IdMtrmN7GFIiKLiOhc-6NlkQlLA4Optwq88vinivozlmE6yDE4jx_WdlpH09kYMvdPSwe7oLda7ygTVJOj2Nc1y8EjKeCgskQfF5yteL2uO4Bs6CaEYeUm7k4lk_tZ2pF/s1600-h/shya-forecast-203x3001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373936492670034034" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; WIDTH: 135px; CURSOR: pointer; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnXaiuwe6LVC-IdMtrmN7GFIiKLiOhc-6NlkQlLA4Optwq88vinivozlmE6yDE4jx_WdlpH09kYMvdPSwe7oLda7ygTVJOj2Nc1y8EjKeCgskQfF5yteL2uO4Bs6CaEYeUm7k4lk_tZ2pF/s200/shya-forecast-203x3001.jpg" border="none" /></a><br />Forecast, <em>a novel by Shya Scanlon, is being serialized over 42 different literary websites in the span of 21 weeks. </em>Forecast <em>found a home at <a href="http://www.flatmancrooked.com/">Flatmancrooked </a>and will be released in hardcover in Spring, 2010.<br /></em><br /><div><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(51,0,51)"><strong><em><br /><br /><br /><br />Read Chapter 32 at <a href="http://postcardlifestories.blogspot.com/2009/11/shya-scanlons-forecast-chapter-32.html">Michael Kimball</a>.</em></strong></span> </div><div><strong><em>You can find Chapter 34 at Terry Seluck's <a href="http://www.rememberwewerefamous.com/2009/11/shya-scanlons-forecast-chapter-34.html">blog</a>.</em></strong></div><div><strong><em><br /></em></strong></div><p>Of course, what could I do but watch. Blain led Helen and Rocket down a steep switchback ramp into the main area of the edu-musement park and I sat in my little wired-up viewing room, all wound-up, and watched. I watched, and waited. The Professor, when giving his first lecture to incoming Surveillants, likes to use a quote from Franz Kafka both to prepare people for what they face, and to remind them of the fact that they might not always fully understand it, or fathom its full scope:</p><p>“All human errors are impatience, a premature breaking off of methodical procedure, an apparent fencing-in of what is apparently at issue.”</p><p>Obviously, this quote is relevant not because we are often waiting for some particular thing, as Surveillants, but simply a good principle to guide our temperament when performing the job. One is rarely tasked with looking for specific behavior, attitude or information in or from a watchjob; the Surveillant must stand back, rather, and create his or her narrative without prejudice, absorbing all data and filtering via the intuitive connection one establishes with one’s subject. Perhaps this is why I found it so excruciating as I watched, just then, and waited for the Professor to return. Each laborious, careful step they took down into the pit was painful. Each small pause for Rocket to sniff something out, or for Helen’s seemingly innumerable examinations of the wall on which the ramp was built, or of the ramp itself, or of the view. The whole thing was maddening, and it wasn’t until they’d fully descended to the park floor that the Professor finally appeared behind me, and tapped my shoulder.</p><p>I turned around and opened my mouth to exclaim only to find a hand over my mouth, and the Professor’s index finger raised to his lips.</p><p>“Shh,” he said. “Follow me.”</p><p>I turned back the monitors. “But Professor, Helen is…”</p><p>“Zara can wait for a minute, this is more important.”</p><p>The Professor gave me a look that made it quite clear I was not to refuse. I double-checked the recording devices, locked the keyboards, and stood up.</p><p>“I’m sorry,” I said. “But you know I don’t like to leave her alone.”</p><p>“Come with me. Quickly.”</p><p>The Professor led me out of the room and down the hallway. We passed by door after door leading to other viewing rooms, and I wondered if there were any other watchjobs out there with warrants, and how their Surveillant was responding. Was the Professor helping anyone else out? Was anyone else being separated from their subject? We took two more turns, went down a staircase, and I’d just begun to wonder whether he was taking me to a high security area when he suddenly stopped, put his face to a wall where his retina was scanned, and then disappeared right through it.</p><p>Of course I’d seen this kind of technology before, but I didn’t know we employed it in the office, and I certainly hadn’t used it myself. I stood in front of the wall, and, looking closely, could see that what was before me was not solid. Nonetheless, plunging headlong into it gave me pause. I stuck a finger through, then a hand. I edged the tip of my foot through, not wanting to trip. Suddenly my hand was grabbed, and I was pulled through the wall into a large room with long steel tables and various instruments lying about, mechanical and otherwise. There weren’t any windows, but the light was soft, ambient, not the harsh industrial lighting of the areas outside this strange sanctum.</p><p>“Sorry, Max,” the Professor said. “You weren’t moving quick enough.”</p><p>I looked back at the wall I’d come through. It was a clearly marked door.</p><p>“Is this your… office?”</p><p>“My lab, yes. Now come with me. There’s something I want you to see.”</p><p>We walked past a number of tables, all strewn with papers, gadgets, and as we walked the Professor began to explain.</p><p>“The bad news is I couldn’t find the source of Zara’s warrant, which means it’s either very high, or Homeland Security.”</p><p>We passed a table with several caged mice on it, most of which were alive.</p><p>“Not to toot my own horn, here, but I think you know I’ve got friends in high places. Damn near the top, actually, in most departments but Homeland Security. Never had any interest, frankly, and they’ve never invited me to any parties, if you catch my meaning. Comes down to a different set of values, I guess. Point is, we’re on our own on the warrant, for the time being.”</p><p>We stopped at a table that was covered with AS-Masks in various states of disassembly.</p><p>“The AS-Masks are a different story.”</p><p>The cool almond eyes stared in all directions despite being cut crosswise, lengthwise, or pulled apart in layers. The ducts that pulled moisture from the skin and excreted it onto the surface of the mask were under microscopes, as were patches of the mask skin itself, which, so lifelike, gave the scene an almost macabre aspect. The Professor, either not sensing my discomfort or simply ignoring it, picked up a flap of slightly hairy skin and waved it in my face. I took a step back.</p><p>“At first I was baffled,” he said, and put the piece back down. “Of course, I didn’t know what I was looking for.</p><p>“I took a few apart in every way I could think of before deciding to take a step back and assuming a fresh perspective.”</p><p>The Professor came closer and put his arm around me in a friendly, fatherly way. He gave my back a few light pats.</p><p>“And Max, it was something <i>you</i> said that really got me going in the right direction.”</p><p>“It was?” I felt my cheeks flush.</p><p>“It was indeed. I remembered that before I found out about how they’d been paid for, you’d described some strange behavior you’d noticed in Helen when she wears one.”</p><p>“Right, she gets all…”</p><p>“Well, I didn’t notice any strange behavior, per se, but your observation made me consider the objects from a different perspective. I put one on.”</p><p>“What happened?” I asked, trying to mask my impatience with enthusiasm. “What did you see?”</p><p>“What did I see? Well, I just saw the room, of course. But follow me over here for a second.”</p><p>We walked over to a conduction spot near a panel of monitors not unlike those in my view room. This conduction apparatus, however, had gauges I’d never seen before. The ETM glowed a bit, and as we stood in the spot it began to pulse, the gauges mounted beside it lighting up.</p><p>“These gauges measure the emotional input occurring during transfer. I’ve been keeping a record for my own research of my output, but that’s not what’s important. What’s important is, here.” He handed me an AS-Mask. “Put it on.”</p><p>“Right here?” I asked, but didn’t wait for an answer. I put on the mask, and turned toward the Professor. Sure enough, the room looked no different. “What am I supposed to see?”</p><p>“I’ll show you,” he said, and turned me toward the gauges again. They indicated a reasonably low level of input. I was pleased, at least, that this didn’t come at a time when I had something significant to hide. It would have been embarrassing. “But I don’t really know what my average is,” I protested.</p><p>“Of course you don’t. But that’s not the point. Now take the mask off while keeping an eye on the gauge.”</p><p>I did so, and right as I removed the mask the indicator leapt up ten or fifteen percent higher than it had been.</p><p>“It shot up,” I said. “What does that mean? Should it have gone down?” I suddenly felt ashamed.</p><p>“No no, it did exactly what it was supposed to. You see, these masks are made to deflect a certain percentage of emotional energy from its natural path to the ETM, so there’s less stored. That’s why you see a jump in the amount registered by my gauges when you take the apparatus off.”</p><p>I was struggling to put this together, and I must say that my thoughts of Helen walking through that park all alone stymied my attempts at logic even further.</p><p>“But if the masks are made by the Energy Department,” I asked, “why wouldn’t they want that energy stored?”</p><p>“That’s just it, Max. It <i>is</i> being stored. Just not by the person wearing the mask. My theory is that the ambient emotional energy is being somehow absorbed into what are probably vast cells of ETMs.”</p><p>“Where?”</p><p>“Well, I don’t know yet.”</p><p>“Oh.”</p><p>“But that’s where you come in.”</p><p>“Me? Professor, really, I have to get back to Helen. Can’t we—”</p><p>“If you really want to help Helen, Max, we need to know where this energy is being stored, and who is responsible.”</p><p>“But can’t someone else—”</p><p>“No!” The Professor barked. “We can’t trust anyone with this.”</p><p>“But what can I do? I mean how am I supposed to find this?”</p><p>“I’ve created something for you, Max.” The Professor picked up a small device from a table behind us. It resembled an old-fashioned radio, complete with a telescoping antenna and an analogue dial. There were wires taped to the sides and a small, red, digital screen showing a single bar, hovering toward the end marked 0.</p><p>“I’ve reengineered a small, portable ETM to act as a kind of divining rod,” he said. He handed it to me. “When wearing the AS-Mask, you’ll be able to track the direction of the deflected emotional transfer. You’ll be able to adjust the signal reception with that knob.”</p><p>I looked at the device in my hand, then back at the Professor.</p><p>“It should lead you to where this energy is being stored. I want you to take a look around, and report back to me.”</p><p>I was stunned. This is not the type of thing I was supposed to be doing. This was not the type of thing I was trained for. Furthermore, Helen needed me. Rocket was a little wimp, and who the hell knew about Blain – he was a criminal, after all. He could be delivering her directly into the hands of whoever posted the warrant!</p><p>“Professor, please,” I said. I no longer cared how I sounded. “I’m just not up to this. I have no experience—”</p><p>“Spying? You have no experience spying? My dear boy,” he said, “you’re one of the best we’ve got. The only difference here is that you’ll be there in person, seeing it with your own eyes!”</p><p>“Yes, but…” </p><p>“No buts! This must be done! I would do it myself, Maxwell, but I’m an old man. I can’t move very well at all, let alone quickly, and besides, I can cover for you much more easily than you can for me. Believe me, I’ve thought this out quite thoroughly, and it’s the only way.”</p><p>My mind raced for another good excuse, but it occurred to me that I didn’t truly know why I didn’t want to do this, or rather, that the true reason might in fact be as simple as fear. Fear isn’t the most invalid reason, of course, but it also wasn’t the reason I was giving, and wasn’t, moreover, going to further expand the Professor’s understanding of the situation at hand, or help him help me help her. I was at a loss.</p><p>“The only way,” I repeated, just to see how it sounded coming from my own mouth.</p><p>As resignation closed in, uncomfortably tight, around the role I was to play in what had to be done, I played with the machine I’d been given, turning it over in my hands, and it gave me an idea.</p><p>“Let me bring a portable viewing device, too,” I said, “so I can keep track of Helen’s movement, and contribute any insight that might be needed to interpret the situation.”</p><p>I knew this would be valuable, but what I didn’t know is whether or not carrying two devices might be cumbersome, or whether splitting my attention between the two would reduce the effectiveness of either task. </p><p>We were walking back to the table with the masks and the Professor paused, looked up at the ceiling, and thought. Likely, his calculation was of the above two issues, and in addition how far he could push me before I snapped, or made some other error in judgment. He needed me invested, and knew that if I was going to completely abandon my post, I’d need some assurance that I wasn’t entirely alone.</p><p>Though of course we’ll never know what he was really thinking.</p><p>At any rate, he agreed.</p><p>“I want you to use extreme caution,” he said, while we picked out the right size mask for me. “Both of the devices you’ll be carrying can under no circumstances leave your possession.”</p><p>“I understand.”</p><p>“If you think you’ll be unable to keep hold of them for any reason, they should be destroyed.”</p><p>We found a mask that fit, and I walked over to a small mirror above an industrial sized sink. I’d never worn one before, nor had I worn any kind of mask, really, since childhood.</p><p>“Had you ever worn one of these before today?” I asked.</p><p>“Heavens no,” the Professor said. “But I can’t say I blame the public for wanting protection from people like us.”</p><p>“People like us?”</p><p>“The people watching.”</p><p>“It feels…” I looked for the right word. “Powerful.”</p><p>“Then it’s doing its job.”</p><p>I thought of watching Helen in hers, and found the thought that we’d both be out there, in the world, looking so similar, strangely erotic.</p><p>The Professor shuffled off to a far wall and returned with the tiny monitor I’d use to keep tabs on Helen’s progress.</p><p>“Have you used one of these?” he asked.</p><p>“Yeah, just in the lab, but I should be okay.”</p><p>“I’ll be in your viewing room, and you can use it to speak to me if you need to. But keep the conversation to a minimum, if you can. I haven’t been at the helm for years, and it’s going to take all of my concentration.”</p><p>We walked together to the door of his workshop, and the Professor paused, letting me walk ahead. I turned around.</p><p>“What now?” I asked. “Where do I start?”</p><p>“Why, right here, of course,” he said.</p><p>I looked down at the mangled ETM, it’s red gauge still toward the bottom. “And so I just…”</p><p>“Point it and watch the gauge. Then go where it’s strongest.”</p><p>I chuckled. “Simple as that, huh?”</p><p>The Professor frowned. “Yes, simple as that.”</p><p>“Okay, well, I guess this is—”</p><p>“Maxwell you’re stalling.”</p><p>He was right. Somehow the whole thing just didn’t seem real. Never in a million years did I think I’d ever hear the Professor tell me to leave my post. But then, I never expected Zara to become Helen, and I never expected Helen to leave her house in the suburbs. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that this job had been just one unexpected thing after another. In fact, the only consistent thing at all, to that point, had been surprises. The last thing I realized was that I wouldn’t have had it any other way.</p><p>I took a deep breath, said a prayer for Helen, and stepped back through the door.</p><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><input id="jsProxy" onclick="jsCall();" type="hidden"> <div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><input id="jsProxy" onclick="jsCall();" type="hidden"> <div id="refHTML"></div>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-50268967289343904322009-11-03T13:12:00.001-08:002009-11-04T14:07:57.953-08:00Roth On the Future of the Novel<p> </p> <p><img alt="Philip Roth" src="http://static.guim.co.uk/sys-images/Books/Pix/pictures/2009/10/26/1256569412247/Philip-Roth-001.jpg" height="276" width="460" /></p> <p>Philip Roth. Photograph: Orjan F Ellingvag / Dagbladet / Corbis</p><p>[Roth's is a pessimistic view of the novel's future.]<br /></p> <p><a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/philiproth">Philip Roth</a>'s late run of productivity has long been a source of wonder in the literary world, with his latest novel coming out this week less than a year after the last, and another already complete. But the 76-year-old's own energy is not, according to him at any rate, any reflection of vibrant life in <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/fiction">fiction</a> itself. Roth has long been pessimistic about the survival of the novel in a gaudy, short-attention-span culture, but his latest prophesy is one of his bleakest yet, predicting that the form will dwindle to a "cultic" minority enthusiasm within 25 years.</p> <p>Read more in <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2009/oct/26/philip-roth-novel-minority-cult">The Guardian</a>.</p> <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-73186545144574975382009-10-30T15:23:00.001-07:002009-10-30T15:34:33.298-07:00Looking Backwards<blockquote> <p>“…you can set in your window anywhere in Harlem and see plenty… But back windows ain’t much good for looking backwards nohow. I always did believe in look out front—looking ahead…”</p> </blockquote> <blockquote> <p><em>The Sweet Flypaper of Life</em></p> <p>Langston Hughes and Roy DeCarava</p> </blockquote> <p>The Harlem photographer Roy DeCarava may be best known for one of the photographs that appeared in his 1955 collaboration with Langston Hughes. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtg2k2ZavIdPcTTmfOt-z-PGCHXtu6DOnYwTvH81VTJFs9ISpWxkYKucrREug4E3b1cnBkiWL03WjscKT1tELeKRis5-C5LfTg9Car8phryXpmtu_mPUNYIEy0DEfx75XCHzIBtulAm1N-/s1600-h/decarava_graduation3.jpg"><img title="decarava_graduation" style="border-width: 0px; display: inline; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px;" alt="decarava_graduation" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN4ldXN07o-d8KEvqWDWXj11agZLAPp6Yv9Mozi9VGCPWvFwXA_ncw5XPkfu_k3Bk-7RECFoDu4EL6Q7D51Tqr04ru2mlbE3MrgWQgbNq_kM9dtd6UysvSSz4wGiFVHBUGHcYjlM5aAfVX/?imgmax=800" align="left" border="0" height="168" width="244" /></a><em>Graduation</em> captures a black girl in a white dress walking along a Harlem street. It is a photograph of opposites: white and black, shadow and light, the image of the luxury car opposed to the dilapidated cart, the word Prince, truncated. Still, it is not an ironic image. Poised as she negotiates her contradictory world, the girl has—to use an 18th-century word now in disuse—<em>equanimity</em>. The viewer feels that she has determined her path, and is confidently moving along it.</p> <p>DeCarava took <em>Graduation</em> the same year that <em>Partisan Review</em> published James Baldwin’s scathing essay on <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em> (another coincidence: the essay and ten others appeared in Baldwin’s <em>Notes of a Native Son</em> in 1955, the year of DeCarava’s and Hughes’ collaboration). However dissimilar, DeCarava’s photograph and Baldwin’s essay address the state of blacks in America of the 1950s. </p> <p>Baldwin’s attack on Harriet Beecher Stowe remains a power essay that is difficult to come to terms with. <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>, he writes, “is a very bad novel, </p> <blockquote> <p>having, in its self-righteous, virtuous sentimentality, much in common with <em>Little Women</em>. Sentimentality, the ostentatious parading of excessive and spurious emotion, is the mark of dishonesty, the inability to feel; the wet eyes of the sentimentalist betray his aversion to experience, his fear of life, his arid heart,; and it is always, therefore, the signal of secret and violent inhumanity, the mask of cruelty.</p> </blockquote> <p>Stowe was incapable of creating characters who are “resolutely indefinable, unpredictable,” whose fictional lives are a “web of ambiguity [and] paradox.” To create a “more vast reality which must take precedence over all other claims” is the goal of the novelist. Stowe failed to achieve it.</p> <p>If we accept Baldwin’s argument, what’s left of <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>? Stowe used conventions of the 19th-century sentimental novel, the ideas of the “culture of domesticity,” and evangelical reform thinking to craft her novel. Baldwin’s aversion to the novel comes in part from their continued influence. Baldwin, perhaps most bothered by the novel’s “theological terror, the terror of damnation” that causes Uncle Tom to forbear whatever his masters’ do to him, sees the “tragedy” of Bigger Thomas, hero of Richard Wright’s <em>Native Son</em>, as his acceptance of “a theology that denies him life, that he admits to the possibility of his being sub-human and feels constrained…” Wright, in Baldwin’s view, had taken Stowe’s Uncle Tom, lock, stock, and barrel, and turned him into his complement, a raging, diminished black man. Looking backward at Stowe’s novel of 1851, Baldwin saw black novelists in 1950 unable to move forward.</p> <p>In a reappraisal of<em> Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>, Henry Louis Gates argues that Baldwin disliked sentimentality because, to Baldwin, it subverted sexuality, valuing false public displays of emotion over intimate and true feeling. Yet sentimentality was the only vehicle available to Stowe to express sexuality. As Gates demonstrates, a reader can find sexuality in nearly every chapter of <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>, “lurking within and near the story’s sentimental treatment of marriage and family life. “ No where is this more apparent than in the marriage of Eliza and George. From the beginning, Stowe presents Eliza as an attractive, sexual woman, as when the author compares her to Harry, her son.</p> <blockquote> <p>There was the same rich, full, dark eye, with its long lashes, the same ripples of silk black hair, The brown of her complexion gave way on the cheek to a perceptible flush, which deepened as she saw the gaze of the strange man fixed up her in bold and undisguised admiration.</p> <p></p> </blockquote> <p>Eliza’s sexual nature is not lost to either the strange man, the slave trader Haley. Eliza’s sexuality is described again later, during her escape north, when she learns that she will be reunited with George at the Quaker house, her temporary refuge. She imagines hearing “her husband’s footsteps; she felt him coming nearer; his arms were around her, his tears falling on her face, and she awoke!” By dismissing sentimentality as dishonest emotion, Baldwin seems to have missed the underlying sexual nature of Stowe’s novel.</p> <p>Sentimentality stands as a great hurdle for today’s reader of <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin,</em> and one initially feels pulled to agree with Baldwin’s forceful argument. Stowe’s <em>is</em> a sentimental, polemical piece of fiction, more a pernicious political pamphlet than novel, isn’t it? That is how Baldwin saw the novel in the 1950s, and how we’ve been taught to think of it. “ To expose oneself in maturity to <em>Uncle Tom</em> may be a startling experience,” Edmund Wilson wrote in <em>Patriotic Gore, </em>his great work about the literature of the Civil War era. “Let us start with <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>” begins the book.</p> <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input id="jsProxy" onclick="jsCall();" type="hidden"> <div id="refHTML"></div> <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input id="jsProxy" onclick="jsCall();" type="hidden"> <div id="refHTML"></div> <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-85335178003172834252009-10-22T20:38:00.001-07:002009-10-26T07:51:08.804-07:00Entering Uncle Tom’s Cabin<p>I wonder what my good friend <a href="http://ludwig-richter.blogspot.com/">The English Teacher</a> thinks of requiring high school students to read <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>. Would he like to see it as part of the core English curriculum, or an AP course? Would he introduce students to the work of Hawthorne’s “scribbling women” and offer a feminist critique of the academy’s rejection of 19th-century sentimental literature? To understand the novel, would students need more than half the class time devoted to Antebellum history? Wouldn’t <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em> better be offered as a segment of the school’s American history course?</p><br /><p>These questions came to mind as I read Jane Smiley’s introduction to Stowe’s novel. <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em> “is not only a compelling, readable, wise, and well-constructed novel, but also the most important American literary document of the nineteenth century,” she writes. (Important because it “educated” northerners about the evils of slavery. But more likely, Stowe intensified northern feelings about a condition most northerners understood, yet had conveniently stowed in the backs of their minds.) The novel is “hot property…uncomfortable to read, hard to teach, controversial….It refuses to lie down and become a historical artifact…but continues to intrigue and offend and demand partisanship on the part of every reader.”</p><br /><p>The first of my six adult class sessions on <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em> made clear how hot the novel is. The class opened with a discussion of Sam and Andy’s antics that delay the slave trader Haley’s pursuit of Eliza as she flees north to Canada. </p><blockquote><p>“Why have you been loitering so, Sam? [asks Mrs. Shelby] I sent Andy to tell you to hurry.”</p><br /><p>“Lord bless you, Missis!” said Sam, “horses won’t be cotched all in a minit; they’d done clared out way down to the south pasture, and the Lord knows whar!”</p><br /><p>“Sam, how often must I tell you not to say ‘Lord bless you, and the Lord knows,’ and such things? It’s wicked.”</p><br /><p>"Oh Lord bless my soul; I done forgot..."</p><br /><p>”Why, Sam, you just <em>have</em> said it again.”</p><br /><p>“….Be careful of the horses, Sam;… <em>don’t let them ride too fast</em>.”</p><br /><p>“Let dis child alone for dat! said Sam, rolling up his eyes with a volume of meaning.”</p></blockquote><p>“I understand what Stowe is doing,” remarked one of the class, “but still…” Her reaction carries through the novel. But still… Because the world Stowe depicts offends us, we struggle to understand her achievement with <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em>, hiding the novel’s cover in paper so bus riders won’t confront us, laughing uncomfortably at Stowe’s humor, feeling queasy about reading the novel at all. There is no other novel like it. The private musings of Leopold Bloom, the sexual obsessions of Proust’s Marcel, even the scatological world of a Houllebecq novel don’t hold a candle to the power of <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em> to make us squirm.</p><p>Stowe’s novel is hot property, and the sweat brings with it aspects of our past that we had put out of mind. An ancestor of one of the class was a slaveholder in Missouri, having settled there after the Compromise of 1820, which allowed slavery in that state. Another was raised by a mammy, a common practice in the Texas region where his family lived. A young child in the fifties, I was in a tap dance recital, costumed in black face and white gloves. If we entered <em>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</em> thinking it a historical document of a time far removed from us, we’ve found that the distance between the world the novel depicts and<em> </em>us is not quite as great as we would like. </p><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-9937049216768539092009-08-25T19:46:00.001-07:002009-08-25T19:56:52.189-07:00ThingsWhen a graduate student teaching junior/senior seminars, I submitted a department proposal for a course that would trace the development of empiricism in literature and painting from the seventeenth to the mid-twentieth centuries, as I explained to the department committee. The course title, “Things,” reflected a breeziness in my proposal. I was offering it as a kind of throwaway joke. What I really wished to teach was a look at heroism in the early nineteenth century, a topic I was working up for my dissertation. When I opened the course assignments for the year, I found to my surprise that I was assigned to teach “Things.” In retrospect, the committee’s choice was inevitable; only a rare university junior or senior could possibly find an examination of 19th-century heroism interesting. I scrambled to get “Things” together.<br /><br />Although an empirical bent winds its way through American culture, how writers and artists approached this urge, I would find as the course proceeded, became a bit complicated. In the twentieth century, however, two poets gave the tendency straightforward expression: William Carlo Williams and Robert Frost. It was from Williams’ poem “A Sort of Song” that I took my course title.<br /><blockquote><br />Let the snake wait under<br />his weed<br />and the writing<br />be of words, slow and quick, sharp<br />to strike, quiet to wait,<br />sleepless.<br />---through metaphor to reconcile<br />the people and the stones.<br />Compose. (No ideas<br />but in things) Invent!<br />Saxifrage is my flower that splits<br />the rocks.<br /></blockquote><br />But I found my touchstone in Frost’s poetry. In “Mowing,” the speaker attempts to understand a truth that Nature seems to be telling him.<br /><blockquote><br />There was never a sound beside the wood but one,<br />And that was my long scythe whispering to the ground.<br />What was it it whispered? I knew not well myself;<br />Perhaps it was something about the heat of the sun,<br />Something, perhaps, about the lack of sound—<br />And that was why it whispered and did not speak.<br />It was no dream of the gift of idle hours.<br />Or easy gold at the hand of fay or elf:<br />Anything more than the truth would have seemed too weak<br />To the earnest love that laid the swale in rows,<br />Not without feeble-pointed spike of flowers<br />(Pale orchises), and scared a bright green snake.<br />The fact is the sweetest dream that labor knows.<br />My long scythe whispered and left the hay to make.<br /></blockquote><br />If the meaning of the whisper remains unknown, the source of the whisper, and so the possibility of truth (”anything more than truth would have seemed too weak”), is clear. The speaker will not receive truth as a gift nor achieve it through idleness or dreams. It must be worked for by engaging with stuff—facts.<br /><br />The literary critic Richard Poirier, who died last week, sub-titled his book on Frost “The Work of Knowing.” “Poetry is not life,” Poirier observes of Frost, “but the performance in the writing of it can be an image of the proper conduct of life. The exercise of the will in poetry, the writing of a poem, is analogous to any attempted exercise of will in whatever one tries to do.” And, going on, Poirier gets to the core. “This position is not asserted, since the whole point, after all, is that nothing can be carried merely by assertion.” Writing is not reportage of a found truth, but the work of finding truth, as Richard Poirier himself showed us with his illuminating literary criticism.Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-17876743719548535212009-08-10T20:50:00.001-07:002009-08-10T21:35:57.507-07:00Note Taking<pre>All over the world people are taking notes as a way<br />of postponing, putting off and standing in for.<br /> Geoff Dyer, <i>Out of Sheer Rage</i><br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: times new roman;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilEdpJ-z8tA1vdVja_onYn9rTMSUmdYr3FtWJE7CGJ9r7VLwh9c-hhs0pKEzbT4achBbPpt1YcrJBgnuvU0P7moRqQpUYj25PGrvzT-g_6IfdGjuXqFgDzu9njo6LQVZQlqDvX4rOCVT4v/s1600-h/journal002.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 197px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilEdpJ-z8tA1vdVja_onYn9rTMSUmdYr3FtWJE7CGJ9r7VLwh9c-hhs0pKEzbT4achBbPpt1YcrJBgnuvU0P7moRqQpUYj25PGrvzT-g_6IfdGjuXqFgDzu9njo6LQVZQlqDvX4rOCVT4v/s320/journal002.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5368551613965622834" border="0" /></a><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><br />Note taking.<br />Goodbye logic, so long argument.<br /></span><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >How soothing!</span><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><br />Out with reasoned conclusions.<br />We’re only open to insight!<br /><br />John F. Kensett, you’re my man!<br /></span><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><br /><br /><span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span></span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsPr2b3VdGR_AG7tDygUR50qTqaUdirBiGbaZ-kKYv4jnSxAj6aBI6Z3edRgC85E4PwrwbPA0bXDHTje8TvbsBc1uVVn0wqlSb-fYesk0fCx0derlEEOcQVUU1QWnrUD44gtqfShls3BCH/s1600-h/journal004.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 247px; height: 199px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsPr2b3VdGR_AG7tDygUR50qTqaUdirBiGbaZ-kKYv4jnSxAj6aBI6Z3edRgC85E4PwrwbPA0bXDHTje8TvbsBc1uVVn0wqlSb-fYesk0fCx0derlEEOcQVUU1QWnrUD44gtqfShls3BCH/s400/journal004.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5368558130757920962" border="0" /></a><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >Write page on page of notes.</span><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >Fill an entire notebook</span><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >with thoughts<br />of </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >Swann’s Way</span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >.<br /></span><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >Henry David Thoreau<br />and Marcel Proust.</span><br /><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >There’s a pairing.<br /><br /><br />Is there a problem?<br />No need to explain.<br /><br />It’s insight! How sublime!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPP6wQDheKUG7wEalGXoblXyPRUzPCeZFdZvZCrC32woTUHpA_bhW7iR_VxIox6RNwsd1NP-bIkOGNLj1JTh80NzqJe1r5Sr7PiQOr3_ArXT5kOSiWK8irY85ImznNq_aqlWWZxSdY6qjd/s1600-h/journal005.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 204px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPP6wQDheKUG7wEalGXoblXyPRUzPCeZFdZvZCrC32woTUHpA_bhW7iR_VxIox6RNwsd1NP-bIkOGNLj1JTh80NzqJe1r5Sr7PiQOr3_ArXT5kOSiWK8irY85ImznNq_aqlWWZxSdY6qjd/s320/journal005.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5368556135054578754" border="0" /></a><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><br />Tired of note taking<span style="font-family:monospace;">?<br /></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><br />Relax.<br /><br />Note people on the beach</span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" >.</span><br /></pre><pre></pre>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-40166810871238417892009-06-24T12:17:00.000-07:002009-06-24T12:34:07.115-07:00No. 1My wife was visiting our local independent <a href="http://www.mercerislandbooks.com/">bookstore</a> when writer, humorist, and TV reporter <a href="http://www.blogger.com/gregpalmer.com/">Greg Palmer</a> was waiting to begin his first signing gig to promote <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Cheese Deluxe</span>, his last book. Would he sign the book for her though the signing has not officially opened? Sure, he replied. He signed her copy: "Chris, You'll always be No. 1 in my book, Greg Palmer.Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-50955948535536760302009-01-21T16:43:00.000-08:002009-01-22T07:31:19.224-08:00The Following Story<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAOtQ9vzzdO1UHLyGveQYSZJL_LX_ogDNVsBSMxL2P3DbRkT9juWWCHw3rlqJQXTjjV3ySvZa0J9zgSvdaq5EQZlFa4_4HHKCRGu1QSYJxBBqzMpNWIEtI_zj006EWiKxrJwX5vV0WaU0_/s1600-h/following.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 115px; height: 179px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAOtQ9vzzdO1UHLyGveQYSZJL_LX_ogDNVsBSMxL2P3DbRkT9juWWCHw3rlqJQXTjjV3ySvZa0J9zgSvdaq5EQZlFa4_4HHKCRGu1QSYJxBBqzMpNWIEtI_zj006EWiKxrJwX5vV0WaU0_/s400/following.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293916714469121330" border="0" /></a><br />When, Herbert Mussert, narrator of Ces Nooteboom’s <span style="font-style: italic;">The Following Story</span>, wakes in Lisbon after having gone to sleep the evening before in Amsterdam, he finds himself in the bedroom where he began a love affair 20 years earlier. A pedantic, elitist misogynist, Mussert—“Meatball” to his lover—taught classics in a Lisbon private school. Now mysteriously in Lisbon again, he tells us that he writes Dr. Strabo’s travel books, carefully withholding information about important writers from the “fools” and “sods” who buy the guides.<br /><br />Dr. Strabo’s Portugal guide limits information about <a href="http://www.powells.com/biblio/61-9780872863422-0">Ferdinand Pessoa</a> to a description of Lisbon’s Brasileira, where the poet drank nightly. “For the rest I’d rather keep my mouth shut,” Mussert writes. He won’t “breathe a word about... the liquid multiform persona who still roams the streets of Lisbon in all his brilliance, who has insinuated himself invisibly in tobacconists, quaysides, walls, dark cafes…” Having left teaching decades before, Mussert has no interest in educating, especially the plebian readers of his guides. Travelers who had written about his failure to explain how to read the clock in the British Bar. “Ninety-one correspondents have so far explained to me that you can tell the proper time on the clock by looking in the mirror. Only they didn’t add ‘meatball’.”<br /><br />The wall of the Lisbon bedroom holds a portrait of the “overestimated” Luis de Camoes, generally considered Portugal’s greatest poet, and an engraving of the Lisbon earthquake of 1755. We may take the portrait as a sign of Mussert’s elitism and his greater admiration of Pessoa. The engraving is a reminder of a seminal event in Lisbon’s history, the earthquake that killed as many as 100,000 people.<br /><br />The effects of the disaster extended far beyond Portugal, shaking many in Europe and America of their belief in God’s benevolent plan for the world. Most famously, Voltaire used the earthquake in <span style="font-style: italic;">Candide</span> to attack the logic of Leibniz’s assertion that this is the best of all possible worlds. The tremors reached Oliver Wendell Holmes Sr. in Boston a century after the quake. Holmes, a physician, had made important advances in containing communicable disease, coined the word “anesthetic,” and developed the stethoscope into a modern medical instrument. His was a scientific mind open to rationality and closed to “forms of speculation which involve an approach to the absurd.”<br /><br />The quote comes from Holmes’ <span style="font-style: italic;">The Autocrat of the Breakfast-Table</span>, a once hugely popular collection of mostly one-sided conversations between a narrator and guests at a boarding house. The <span style="font-style: italic;">Autocrat</span> includes the poem about the “one-hoss-shay,” the story of a deacon’s futile attempt to build a buggy that will not wear out, as all buggies must. The deacon finishes building the buggy on the day of the Lisbon earthquake. The buggy disintegrates all at once exactly one hundred years later. “Logic is logic,” the poem concludes.<br /><br />Written in mid-nineteenth century Boston, <span style="font-style: italic;">The Autocrat</span><span style="font-style: italic;"> of the Breakfast-Table</span> is unflaggingly optimistic about the power of rational thought to advance civilization. “All economical and practical wisdom is an extension or variation of the following arithmetical formula: 2 + 2 = 4,” the autocrat declares in the book’s opening paragraph. The deacon’s effort to build an everlasting buggy violates the universal, empirically verifiable logic implied by this formula, as do attempts to account for a deity who would prevent disaster in the face of forces that threaten catastrophe.<br /><br />Faced with the carnage of the Civil War, Holmes’ son, who later would become one of the great justices of the United States Supreme Court, went further than his father, jettisoning logic and rationality for the time being because they were useless in explaining the war experience. Echoing his father’s arithmetical formula, Holmes Jr. wrote home from the battlefield, “I have you scout the possibility of the human reason ever conceiving that 1+1=3 and 2+2=5—and further deny the possibility of the truth of this proposition.” It can be true, the young Holmes argues, “wh.[en] our senses would present us of the juxtaposition of one perceptible to a second” that results in a third. The argument is cryptic, drawing upon the writings of a long-forgotten Dutch physicist, but it was important enough for Holmes to keep in the diary he heavily edited after the war.<br /><br />The volumes that have been written about the sea change in rationality and faith since Holmes’ day would make a substantial private library in themselves. We, however, have no need to trace the meandering path that has led us to accept without a blink how space and time fragment and slip away from Herbert Mussert. Mussert is talking to us when he says of one of his fellow voyagers at the end of the novel, “he had been taken by how <span style="font-style: italic;">logically</span>—that was the word he had used—his life had taken its course.”Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-53619557256855447632009-01-15T06:55:00.000-08:002009-01-16T16:31:44.103-08:00Breaking through AppearanceIt is perhaps wholly coincidental that dissociation—the disintegration of a person’s psychological integrity—figures in <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Moby-Dick</span></span> and <span style="font-style: italic;">Swann’s Way</span> as a way to break through Appearance to what the narrator perceives as Truth. Early in<span style="font-style: italic;"> Moby-Dick</span>, Ishmael experiences a disconcerting dissociative experience when waking to find Queequeg beside him in bed. “My sensations were strange,” remarks Ishmael, who goes on to recount a similar experience when he was a child. “The circumstance was this,” he tells us.<br /><blockquote><br />I had been cutting up some caper or other - I think it was trying to crawl up the chimney, as I had seen a little sweep do a few days previous; and my stepmother who, somehow or other, was all the time whipping me, or sending me to bed supperless, - my mother dragged me by the legs out of the chimney and packed me off to bed, though it was only two o'clock in the afternoon of the 21st June, the longest day in the year in our hemisphere.<br /></blockquote><br />Ishmael lay in bed for a time, calculating how many more hours he’d be condemned to his room. Finally, in desperation, he went to his stepmother, begging to be released from his punishment, but “she was the best and most conscientious of stepmothers, and back I had to go to my room.” Eventually falling asleep, then into a nightmare, from which he slowly awoke.<br /><blockquote><br />I opened my eyes, and the before sun-lit room was now wrapped in outer darkness. Instantly I felt a shock running through all my frame; nothing was to be seen, and nothing was to be heard; but a supernatural hand seemed placed in mine. My arm hung over the counterpane, and the nameless, unimaginable, silent form or phantom, to which the hand belonged, seemed closely seated by my bedside. For what seemed ages piled on ages, I lay there, frozen with the most awful fears, not daring to drag away my hand; yet ever thinking that if I could but stir it one single inch, the horrid spell would be broken. I knew not how this consciousness at last glided away from me; but waking in the morning, I shudderingly remembered it all...<br /></blockquote><br />In his Melville biography Andrew Delbanco argues this passage signifies Ishmael’s release from the bonds of tradition and a society that strictly defined and rejected those who did not share its values. Whether Delbanco means the childhood punishment or the recounting of it isn’t clear, but the dissociation is, in any case, the ground on which Ishmael can stand to establish his friendship with the cannibalistic, Polynesian harpooner.<br /><br />The young Marcel has a similar, if less troubling, experience while watching a magic lantern in his Combray bedroom. The lantern projects a scene from the medieval story of Geneviève de Brabant. The seducer Golo rides toward the her castle, his “mind filled with an infamous design.” “The body of Golo himself,” Marcel says,<br /><blockquote><br />being of the same supernatural substance as his steed's, overcame all material obstacles--everything that seemed to bar his way--by taking each as it might be a skeleton and embodying it in himself: the door-handle, for instance, over which, adapting itself at once, would float invincibly his red cloak or his pale face, never losing its nobility or its melancholy, never showing any sign of trouble at such a transubstantiation.<br /></blockquote><br />As the lantern opens “mystery and beauty” onto Marcel’s bedroom, he feels an “anesthetic effect,” just as Ishmael’s sense of bodily disengagement characterizes his awakening from the nightmare. In both cases, a momentary disintegration of the narrator’s sense of psychological coherence reveals mystery.<br /><br />Ishmael and Marcel are alike also in their reluctance to embrace the dissociation that each experiences. Ishmael tells us that “for days and weeks and months afterwards I lost myself in confounding attempts to explain the mystery.” As he laid next to Queequeg recounting his childhood banishment, his “sensations at feeling the supernatural hand in mine were very similar, in their strangeness, to those which I experienced on waking up and seeing Queequeg's pagan arm thrown round me.”<br /><br />Yet, he quickly is able to place himself in the inn and integrate his recent memories “one by one, in fixed reality.” Instead of mystery accompanied by terror, Ishmael finds this time “alive to the comical predicament.”<br /><br />Marcel too is shaken by the radical alteration of the familiar. “I cannot express the discomfort I felt at such an intrusion of mystery and beauty into a room which I had succeeded in filling with my own personality,” he writes. He is disturbed by the effect dissociation has had on his customary life. Opening the door-handle of his room had been habitual and unconscious; it “was different to me from all the other doorhandles in the world, inasmuch as it seemed to open of its own accord and without my having to turn it.” The lantern had transformed it into “an astral body for Golo” and—introducing a point that Proust returns to many times in the Search—the momentary replacement of habit by mystery became a threat to simply going on with life.<br /><br />This threat is dramatically illustrated in "The Try-Works" chapter of <span style="font-style: italic;">Moby-Dick</span>. With responsibility for steering the Pequod, Ishmael is drawn into the nighttime activity of the crew working the try works. Watching the “fiend shapes” as they moved about the deck, he began to see “kindred visions” and an “unaccountable drowsiness” descended upon him.<br /><blockquote><br />But that night, in particular, a strange (and ever since inexplicable) thing occurred to me. Starting from a brief standing sleep, I was horribly conscious of something fatally wrong. The jaw-bone tiller smote my side, which leaned against it; in my ears was the low hum of sails, just beginning to shake in the wind; I thought my eyes were open; I was half conscious of putting my fingers to the lids and mechanically stretching them still further apart. But, spite of all this, I could see no compass before me to steer by; though it seemed but a minute since I had been watching the card, by the steady binnacle lamp illuminating it. Nothing seemed before me but a jet gloom, now and then made ghastly by flashes of redness … Convulsively my hands grasped the tiller, but with the crazy conceit that the tiller was, somehow, in some enchanted way, inverted.<br /></blockquote><br />Ishmael had turned himself around, facing the stern of the Pequod. “In an instant I faced back, just in time to prevent the vessel from flying up into the wind, and very probably capsizing her.” Melville and Proust both show us that dissociation may yield mysteries unseen without the momentary dissolution of one’s personality, but it carries with it the danger of radically disrupting life.Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-41091581667597903882009-01-07T17:15:00.000-08:002009-12-30T06:09:40.521-08:00Moby-Dick Reading GroupFor those in the Seattle area (sorry, we don't have the capability to phone you who live far away), <a href="http://www.blogger.com/hugohouse.org/">Richard Hugo House</a> is offering a six-week reading group on <span style="font-style: italic;">Moby-Dick</span>. I'll be leading the group. I have a non-reductive approach--I'm not tempted to find <span style="font-style: italic;">the </span>meaning of Melville's masterpiece. In addition to discussing the text, I will be presenting mini-talks on various aspects of 19th-century American culture that are relevant to the novel, including a slide show on American landscape painting.<br /><br />The class will be one heck of a lot of fun.<br /><br />The class begins January 20th and meets on Tuesday evenings from seven to nine.<br /><br />Join us!Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-23850957461926322812008-12-26T16:28:00.000-08:002008-12-26T16:59:58.461-08:00A Boggy, Soggy, Squitchy Picture<blockquote><br />On one side hung a very large oil-painting so thoroughly besmoked, and every way defaced, that in the unequal cross-lights by which you viewed it, it was only by diligent study and a series of systematic visits to it, and careful inquiry of the neighbors, that you could any way arrive at an understanding of its purpose. Such unaccountable masses of shades and shadows, that at first you almost thought some ambitious young artist, in the time of the New England hags, had endeavored to delineate chaos bewitched. But by dint of much and earnest contemplation, and oft repeated ponderings, and especially by throwing open the little window towards the back of the entry, you at last come to the conclusion that such an idea, however wild, might not be altogether unwarranted.<br /><br />But what most puzzled and confounded you was a long, limber, portentous, black mass of something hovering in the centre of the picture over three blue, dim, perpendicular lines floating in a nameless yeast. A boggy, soggy, squitchy picture truly, enough to drive a nervous man distracted. Yet was there a sort of indefinite, half-attained, unimaginable sublimity about it that fairly froze you to it, till you involuntarily took an oath with yourself to find out what that marvellous painting meant.<br /></blockquote><br />Ishmael’s attempt to decipher the painting hanging in the entryway of The Spouter Inn advances an idea that Melville introduced in Chapter 1: our inability to comprehend what we see. In the novel’s first chapter, Ishmael evoked the story of Narcissus, “who because he could not grasp the tormenting, mild image he saw in the fountain, plunged into it and was drowned.” The image Narcissus glimpsed, “the ungraspable phantom of life,” is “the key to it all,” Ishmael claims. But what value is a key which “we ourselves see... in all rivers and oceans” if it is beyond our understanding? The key seems to open no more than the notion that we cannot penetrate appearances to find the meaning we seek.<br /><br />At the inn, Ishmael tries understand the painting. He proposes various possibilities. “It's the Black Sea in a midnight gale,” he speculates. “It's the unnatural combat of the four primal elements. - It's a blasted heath. - It's a Hyperborean winter scene. - It's the breaking- up of the ice-bound stream of Time.” In the end he settles on a theory that the painting “represents a Cape-Horner in a great hurricane; the half-foundered ship weltering there with its three dismantled masts alone visible; and an exasperated whale, purposing to spring clean over the craft, is in the enormous act of impaling himself upon the three mast-heads.” The only <span style="font-style: italic;">certainty</span> he has, however, is that the painting holds an “indefinite, half-attained, unimaginable sublimity.”<br /><br />Sublimity denoted a set of attributes that the 18th-century British philosopher Edmund Burke developed and nineteenth-century painters on both sides of the Atlantic adopted. Burke associated the sublime with terror and awe, which Burke claimed were pleasurable as well as overwhelming feelings. Artists could evoke these feelings by painting landscapes that included vast panoramas, dramatic contrasts between light and dark, uncultivated “savage” wilderness scenes, dangerous chasms and cliffs, and life-threatening weather. American land<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh-5d76bFUirjOMcA5L0Q1R89JNVTACkY6-h5yz62tpfOE0wVRVkHUuiLLL4cDr8oCsElVKCgydzQjJcDq_3VUyc4mnuNpkc7yKCkrzwPK1Yg6XAumdTar0TJaRBBDmgUHYof-uILp7MN1/s1600-h/Storm+in+the+Rocky+Mountains+Bierstadt+.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 234px; height: 135px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh-5d76bFUirjOMcA5L0Q1R89JNVTACkY6-h5yz62tpfOE0wVRVkHUuiLLL4cDr8oCsElVKCgydzQjJcDq_3VUyc4mnuNpkc7yKCkrzwPK1Yg6XAumdTar0TJaRBBDmgUHYof-uILp7MN1/s400/Storm+in+the+Rocky+Mountains+Bierstadt+.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284265903955869698" border="0" /></a>scape painters from Thomas Cole to Albert Bierstadt used Burkean iconography to invest their work with meaning and psychological power. When Bierstadt exhibited <span style="font-style: italic;">Storm in the R</span><span style="font-style: italic;">ockies –Mount Rosalie</span>, painted fifteen years after <span style="font-style: italic;">Moby-Dick</span>, he provided a pamphlet that guided viewers through the various awe-inspiring elements of his painting, should viewers be unaware of the language of the sublime landscape. The pamphlet was likely unnecessary since the language commonly used to “read” American landscape painting was commonplace by the 1860s. Ishmael’s observation that the painting in The Spouter Inn has an “indefinite” and “unimaginable” sublimity suggests that this language--perhaps any language--is insufficient. With no conclusive meaning possible, we are left with only a theory about The Spouter Inn's boggy, soggy, squitchy picture.Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-48988147547337000672008-12-24T09:18:00.000-08:002008-12-24T13:06:23.728-08:00LoomingsAfter the holidays I will begin leading a group through <span style="font-style: italic;">Moby-Dick</span>. Scheduling the class, I simply divided the length of the book by the number of weeks we will meet, which resulted in 100 pages a week of the Penguin edition that Andrew Delbanco introduces. This seemed logical, or at least methodical. However, I have come to realize that the first week will proceed much slower than the 100 pages that I’ve assigned. To digest the first hundred pages of <span style="font-style: italic;">Moby-Dick</span> in seven days would be far too rich a diet.<br /><br />Consider Chapter I, <span style="font-style: italic;">Loomings</span>. The title itself raises questions. While “looming” is today a commonplace adjective, its contemporary use as a noun is rare enough to consign its definition at the end of the dictionary entry, if at all. In Melville’s time, a looming referred to a <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7Q78sU-4-YJmt_MomFWsS-Sf9MGaTyOWYFxZzkyPcqxnHrBMhwbhpeHAbPbi9VfCrNPMW4s7jnnAx9JVmsiC1seB3PUUDH4KK_9X1IyEeBV3MIWV6-quM6ZvAlu8cKLkgyKC8mn7uNdCy/s1600-h/FogWarning.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 231px; height: 139px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7Q78sU-4-YJmt_MomFWsS-Sf9MGaTyOWYFxZzkyPcqxnHrBMhwbhpeHAbPbi9VfCrNPMW4s7jnnAx9JVmsiC1seB3PUUDH4KK_9X1IyEeBV3MIWV6-quM6ZvAlu8cKLkgyKC8mn7uNdCy/s400/FogWarning.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5283408230454825250" border="0" /></a>threatening apparition that appears out of the darkness or fog. The rising fog bank that the lone fisherman sees over his shoulder in Winslow Homer’s <span style="font-style: italic;">Fog Warning</span> suggests a looming. Yet, in Chapter I we find neither apparition nor threat. Perhaps the title looks ahead to the entire story of the hunt for <span>Moby-Dick</span>.<br /><br />Moving from the title to the novel’s opening sentence, we continued to be puzzled. “Call me Ishmael,” perhaps the most-known opening to an American novel, immediately establishes a link between narrator and reader, as the Monkey Rope will tie Ishmael to Queequeg later in the novel. The sentence is an imperative, yet resists being treated as a command. Instead, we feel as if the narrator is asking us to call him by a sobriquet while, at the same time, giving us a name that carries great biblical weight. And then Ishmael tells us he is going to sea to relieve himself of the “hypos.” Yet, he describes his depression humorously:<br /><blockquote><br />Whenever I find myself growing grim about the mouth; whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul; whenever I find myself involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses, and bringing up the rear of every funeral I meet; and especially whenever my hypos get such an upper hand of me, that it requires a strong moral principle to prevent me from deliberately stepping into the street, and methodically knocking people's hats off - then, I account it high time to get to sea as soon as I can.<br /></blockquote><br />The novel's first paragraph introduces three facts that seem to evoke their own contradictions. As one reader observed of good and evil in <span style="font-style: italic;">Moby-Dick</span> , Melville’s fictional world cannot be resolved into one condition or the other. Our entry into the novel supports this view.<br /><br />Ishmael tells us at the end of <span style="font-style: italic;">Loomings </span>that he wanted to ship out because of the overwhelming <span style="font-style: italic;">idea </span>(my italics) of the whale, a “portentous and mysterious monster.” He looks forward to traveling to distant “barbarous coasts,” for he is deeply curious and can not only discern good from evil, but be comfortable encountering both. “Not ignoring what is good, I am quick to perceive a horror, and could still be social with it – would they let me in…,” he tells us. Events will challenge this claim, as we might expect after reading the first chapter of Melville’s great novel.Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-38918278278736900632008-04-19T10:37:00.000-07:002008-04-24T12:06:06.976-07:00Mr. Hulot's Holiday<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGu1NAVg-hThJWZglFti7503bc0lAzvS5YsaXFUdqKVOK_fUsF3O28YLQwVHn_BmpCoZG3KF6wmRgSrlwiCLDdZAtzS7a1AQ5voiur1E8cqhit0S3GTd07Z4mDzbq6l6-Bxl90KnCPv_CG/s1600-h/vdmh00.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 151px; height: 203px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGu1NAVg-hThJWZglFti7503bc0lAzvS5YsaXFUdqKVOK_fUsF3O28YLQwVHn_BmpCoZG3KF6wmRgSrlwiCLDdZAtzS7a1AQ5voiur1E8cqhit0S3GTd07Z4mDzbq6l6-Bxl90KnCPv_CG/s320/vdmh00.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5191013018899948338" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;">Seeking a tonic for a lingering illness, my wife and I watched <i style="">Mr. Hulot’s Holiday</i> last evening. The movie, one of the few DVDs in our library, was a gift from a friend. I have lost count of the number of times I’ve seen <i style="">Mr. Hulot</i>, Jacques Tati’s masterpiece. The first was in a high school gym. My brother, twelve years older than I, drove us forty minutes through countryside on a dense humid summer evening to the screening. I was sixteen. I thought Mr. Hulot hilarious. But the comedy was also envel</span><span style="font-size:100%;">oped in a cultural strangeness, transporting me to an emotionally alien place. My laughter was tinged slightly with adolescent anxiety, defensive laughter of release. I sensed, but </span><span style="font-size:100%;">could </span><span style="font-size:100%;">not articulate, my discomfort with a world that so badly needed Mr. Hulot. </span> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Tati filmed <i style="">Mr. Hulot </i>less than eight years after the end of the Second World War. Eight years was a very short step forward in <st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on">France</st1:place></st1:country-region>’s recovery from the war. Those years included one of the coldest winters in memory, with severe fuel shortages, and a severe economic crisis. The French also witnessed the decline of political power. The <st1:country-region st="on">United States</st1:country-region> excluded <st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on">France</st1:place></st1:country-region> from intelligence information shared with the British during postwar reconstruction. <span style="">Worse, <st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on">Britain</st1:place></st1:country-region> emerged as a nuclear power. It may have seeme</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="">d to the French that DeGaulle’s efforts to restore the glory of France was being limited to the achievements of his cultural minister, Andre</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=""> Malraux, who was rehabilitating Paris’s historic buildings. Not an inkling of these difficulties is present in </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><i style="">Mr. Hulot’s Holiday</i>. </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Midway through the movie my wife remarked, “Nothing is resolved.” An old man opens a window to see what is causing a racket on the beach. Mr. Hulot, turning, holds a rocket like an umbrella under his arm. The man closes the window, which blossoms into a bright flash. The next morning he’s among the crowd saying goodbye. Mr.Hulot’s entry into the fireworks’ shed; the rocket’s effect on the man and the hotel room—all irrelevant.<span style=""> </span>The beach hotel and its guests are <span style="color:black;">setups for Tati’s pratfalls. They are the straight men to </span>Tati’s jokes. There is no need for resolution. The joke is the point. So I thought all these years. Blinded by Tati’s brilliance, I saw only half of what he had achieved.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Mr. Hulot’s is a world of play. Among the first people we catch sight of when Hulot arrives at the seaside resort is a couple leisurely walking through the town. We soon discover that throughout Mr. Hulot’s holiday, they stroll up and down, back a forth, greeting fellow vacationers, like</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> weavers creating the warp and woof of the resort’s social community. The other visitors to the resort swim, sunbathe, picnic, dance, and play tennis, ping pong, and card games. Above all, card games occupy their time in the hotel’s dayroom. Work has no place in Hulot’s world. A man who places a business call from the hotel has difficulty making a connection and, later in the movie, misses a ride to a picnic when asked back to receive a call.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Repetition, a characteristic of play, is prominent. The same song recurs from a variety of sources, at various times, and places. The young beauty occupying the corner hotel room opens her window to look out onto the beach the same way each morning, and we see Mr. Hulot amusingly pop his head up from his skylight each time he returns to his room. In the dining room, Mr. Hulot discovers that guests who have dined once are expected by other guests to sit in the same place for the rest of their visit. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p>This is an idyllic harmonious world, a world of slow rhythms and expected recurrence. It is</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTHszKmzorBLwE47fuO0_bnBoV6awXlxDfqRMOJvkOQox_PH6bTWHhOpnpsdJMfi6PW-YiUjxbXjdkLtdxo24Mx95VnjfBQi5wfZkPcTMxvqsuf_1xQI8dsQZGdB_SZY0QBMEJ9J1O6KjI/s1600-h/englishwoman.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 77px; height: 84px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTHszKmzorBLwE47fuO0_bnBoV6awXlxDfqRMOJvkOQox_PH6bTWHhOpnpsdJMfi6PW-YiUjxbXjdkLtdxo24Mx95VnjfBQi5wfZkPcTMxvqsuf_1xQI8dsQZGdB_SZY0QBMEJ9J1O6KjI/s200/englishwoman.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5191016446283850562" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;"> significant, I think, that one of the most vocal characters in the movie is an English woman who speaks no French yet clearly understands and is understood by other vacationers who never speak English. She seeks out Mr. Hulot and presides over the</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> absurd tennis matches that he wins against all odds. Her inclusion in the movie extends the world Tati portrays beyond what might be seen as French provincialism.<o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;">There are no barriers among the people of</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> <span style="font-style: italic;">Mr. Hulot.</span> </span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style=""><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="">This world demands no resolution to Mr. Hulot’s pratfalls. Mr. Hulot stumbles and bumbles along in a world impervious to harm, a world which, one feels, has never experienced it. Watching <i style="">Mr. Hulot’s Holiday</i>, we laugh and laugh and laugh and, at the end, declare, “Yes, there is balm in <st1:place st="on">Gilead</st1:place>.”</span></span></p>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-18710583645145094792008-04-04T18:07:00.001-07:002008-04-04T21:43:14.932-07:00Jacques Réda: Expectations<span style="font-size:100%;">Suddenly it's a matter<br />Of one of them abruptly getting dressed<br /></span>And blushing, believing someone had called him.<br />Then he collects himself and, still, considers<br />The chairs, the elder trees pressed between the window<br />And the icy crystal of the sky he'd like to see fall.<br />And from the other side voices return, are trapped<br />In the thickness of walls held up to summer<br />(All of summer, outside, panting in the dust<br /><span style="font-size:100%;">Like a large black dog, a black and blue dog.)<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-49250039116623566432008-03-28T18:51:00.000-07:002008-04-03T18:57:42.758-07:00Friday Photo (26)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5FCHY37YniiNwJFW0oZnlE1mX5a1YL88oOHFUK8rZz_-OsHJAelAqKbmohrxaqM4XXmfNJuemFd649K-8-BJvwQrt_4AHcpUu0coYC1U8fnEHcsbN4AXRabYaqv6BbFUigXJebly1yXsj/s1600-h/blogdunes.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5FCHY37YniiNwJFW0oZnlE1mX5a1YL88oOHFUK8rZz_-OsHJAelAqKbmohrxaqM4XXmfNJuemFd649K-8-BJvwQrt_4AHcpUu0coYC1U8fnEHcsbN4AXRabYaqv6BbFUigXJebly1yXsj/s320/blogdunes.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5185202232622571938" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Woman in the Dunes</span> (Cinematic Reveries)</span>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-22134185461386808362008-03-04T18:10:00.000-08:002008-03-05T06:27:15.407-08:00All Will Be Well<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGTRHhJPDrv-5kV5Ih59fPxOeljjh279kGkrILNQyUwMftYndgTr23AfwuUkBwrdi123xy_YWr_usRgWPUxsvjdTc0ka480eZeQhmlnezemt6uWpn3gcbrlD2sr-m-D-9ZGUyWPlUG2ARV/s1600-h/MGarhern.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGTRHhJPDrv-5kV5Ih59fPxOeljjh279kGkrILNQyUwMftYndgTr23AfwuUkBwrdi123xy_YWr_usRgWPUxsvjdTc0ka480eZeQhmlnezemt6uWpn3gcbrlD2sr-m-D-9ZGUyWPlUG2ARV/s320/MGarhern.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5174079246422522898" border="0" /></a><br />The phrase is John McGahern's, from his last book, a memoir of that title. After reading the story of McGahern's early years, in which so much was not well, one believes him. All will be well. When I put the memoir down yesterday, I was surprised to feel so much sentiment from a book so resolutely unsentimental.<br /><br />I saw John McGahern in 1977 at Harvard's Memorial Hall. The event was a reading by Robert Lowell, Elizabeth Bishop, and McGahern. I'd come to hear Lowell. Bishop--of course--was magnificent. I'd not heard of McGahern before that day. He read a stunningly simple, beautiful, and powerful short story. Occasionally, luck favors us. Bishop, McGahern, Lowell.<br /><br />John McGahern died last year. <span>The</span><span style="font-style: italic;"> Irish Times</span> declared a truth with a front page headline: "The Master is Dead."<br /><br /><a href="http://memex.naughtons.org/archives/2006/04/01/2697">John Naughton</a> offers a moving account of McGahern's funeral. "I would like to have been in Ireland yesterday for John McGahern’s funeral," Naughton writes...<br /><br />but I’d already been over in Monday for another one and it would have been logistically impossible. Besides, it would have been impertinent, for I knew McGahern only through his writing. But he and I had a good friend in common, and my friend went to Leitrim for the funeral. This is how he described the day.<br /><blockquote>It was a traditional Irish funeral in a country church. There was no music, and there were no speeches by the graveside. <p>His first cousin said the mass and gave the homily, which had been worked out between the two of them for several days and contained McGahern’s own directions as to what should be in — lines from John Donne, from Proust, from Yeats, and then a version of himself, why he ended up back in the church, though he was an unbeliever. For all his differences with the church, it was where he first discovered his first book, his first magic, his first aesthetic, his first sense of beauty, and he could no more turn his back on it than he could turn his back on a part of himself. </p> <p>[Seamus] Heaney and [Brian] Friel and all the boys — they all travelled. The Minister for Culture was there …. All the playwrights were there, and the short-story writers — Eugene McCabe, Colm Toibin, Tom Murphy — they all turned up and stood in the rain outside the door. The two Lessons were read by neighbours from the area in which <i>That They May Face the Rising Sun</i> is set. </p> <p>He was buried behind the church, in the same grave as his mother, under that same headstone that he had laughed so much about — his father showing off what a big man he was by getting the biggest headstone in Ballinamore. And there it was: “Susan McGahern N.T.” [National Teacher] He was buried with her, and his instructions were that the four local men from around his area were to fill it in the grave fully. There was to be no token spadeful and then waiting for everyone to go. It was to be filled in fully, and while that was going on the rosary was to be said by the graveside so that people could hear clay returning to clay. </p> <p>It was a wild Leitrim day — clouds scudding across the sky, but bright. An Irish spring day. Not cold. Just as the coffin was being lowered into the grave there was a peal of thunder and a shower of rain. Then it cleared as quickly as it had come. The four sisters were there, and Madeline, his second wife.</p> <p>The locals turned out for him. He was brought from Dublin this morning, and at every village in Leitrim the route was lined by locals. Apart from anything else, there was a sense of silent gratitude to him for his redemption of other people’s shame — because the Ireland that hammered him is now coming out in the tribunals looking into corruption, child abuse and the rest. And people who did nothing then were just so grateful that there was a wholesomeness about him that they hadn’t realised at the time. There was sense of gratitude to him for having stayed rather than having gone. It would have been awful if he had died in exile in Italy or somewhere. But to have stayed on and then to have seen through the change was what everyone was grateful to him for. </p> <p>He had extraordinary integrity. But also an extraordinary concern with his place in history and the rest of it. He choreographed the last few years of his life once he got the cancer — in the televison programmes he made for example: there wasn’t a single aspect of his version of himself that he wanted to leave to chance. It’s going to be a hard job for a biographer to crack into an alternative version. He has left such a definitive — and it would seem irrefutable — set of answers to questions.</p> <p>He left instructions that everyone that was at the funeral was to be invited to a proper wake, with drinks laid on in the hotel in Carrick-on-Shannon. It was like a wedding reception rather than a funeral. The hotel staff were welcoming people with drinks. Then the bell went and everyone was summoned in to “Mr McGahern’s Meal”. </p></blockquote> <p>The best piece about him was by Colm Toibin in the <i>Irish Times</i>. It ends like this:<br /></p><blockquote>One night in Co Leitrim, when he had recovered from his first bout of illness, Catriona Crowe and myself sat up late with him. We drank and talked. He’d found the hospital and its community of doctors and nurses interesting and funny but also difficult. He was half amused and half annoyed at being offered professional counselling in the face of death, he said. He sighed at the very thought of it. Then he lifted his glass, drank his whiskey and having left a few seconds of silence he spoke again. “We bloom only once and you’d want to be very foolish not to know that”. He looked at us and laughed calmly and resumed the earlier discussion about some recent books he had loved. In the morning, he and Madelaine took us for a walk around the lane by the lake — the world of his last novel, <i>That They May Face the Rising Sun</i>. I remember him explaining the strange brutality of the way swans send their young away from them and into the world. He was, as always, fascinated by things in their variety. He was also laughing and talking, managing his manners and responses — the same gift for poise and grace his readers find in his sentences. In ‘Memoir’, his last book, he was to find that gift useful one more time. It seems immensely sad despite his own calm acceptance of our fate in the world, that his great gift for words and for friendship had bloomed only once, and will not come again.</blockquote>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-44529035908535477452008-02-29T16:45:00.001-08:002008-02-29T16:46:47.424-08:00Friday Photo (25)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEEoiYTCE57pNF7jUalJmovrNmyXaMAirUxAF2BCo2gnVdmCynW98RpzlIjNO935gBQCewuw7mr8jsPykGG78pt0KrTYwGNrkj9qacVlkpqnTLyb6yVy_CfbM5LgEPAneT7ca_lY9OqnoD/s1600-h/BudCan.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEEoiYTCE57pNF7jUalJmovrNmyXaMAirUxAF2BCo2gnVdmCynW98RpzlIjNO935gBQCewuw7mr8jsPykGG78pt0KrTYwGNrkj9qacVlkpqnTLyb6yVy_CfbM5LgEPAneT7ca_lY9OqnoD/s400/BudCan.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172568142401693250" border="0" /></a>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-62166565004790981292008-02-29T16:32:00.002-08:002008-02-29T16:34:38.208-08:00Cigarette Pack 0200229<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMkzJxE-6s-SfcPcn_rugG7Q45E1ddsDqoVQwKI8nSRxYsINMcb70xMIMgkihnE2aogyS7RhKRaDqOQABObAIOWLrEgHjrtOKv4dQ1-ot-61Df3yjR_diZBpq4L278imfhH7um1tdec7hyphenhyphen/s1600-h/020ErasedFinished.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMkzJxE-6s-SfcPcn_rugG7Q45E1ddsDqoVQwKI8nSRxYsINMcb70xMIMgkihnE2aogyS7RhKRaDqOQABObAIOWLrEgHjrtOKv4dQ1-ot-61Df3yjR_diZBpq4L278imfhH7um1tdec7hyphenhyphen/s400/020ErasedFinished.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172565131629618738" border="0" /></a>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-80510081674220139762008-02-18T15:57:00.000-08:002008-02-18T16:38:04.499-08:00Cigarette Pack 0280218<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5gM1RjxbBvBcgW788nmR5L7s4c-8DEVUS5v11bK9WOvnVHE1duKGsFVtZq4By72__G2ktE1A7Mo6aVwQIBS0coz4hw5jNC8hUqnwjHybWNps3GCWgZbxk_yWQKOqfrJJrwlOIJ-CpLgbb/s1600-h/02820X24Finished.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5gM1RjxbBvBcgW788nmR5L7s4c-8DEVUS5v11bK9WOvnVHE1duKGsFVtZq4By72__G2ktE1A7Mo6aVwQIBS0coz4hw5jNC8hUqnwjHybWNps3GCWgZbxk_yWQKOqfrJJrwlOIJ-CpLgbb/s400/02820X24Finished.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5168483674437162498" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Click image to enlarge</span><br /><br /><br /></span>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-29756849946106745512008-02-15T16:22:00.000-08:002008-02-18T17:42:21.266-08:00Friday Photo (24)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_DMcfAvBc55I/R7oz4KI7lhI/AAAAAAAAADE/bzYHWco0yR4/s1600-h/Skagit+Tree.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_DMcfAvBc55I/R7oz4KI7lhI/AAAAAAAAADE/bzYHWco0yR4/s400/Skagit+Tree.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5168500562248570386" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Skagit Tree (Twilight)Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4665850473933366690.post-16732629027690553502007-12-22T09:01:00.001-08:002007-12-22T09:03:39.526-08:00Greg McBride: IN-COUNTRY: DAY ONE, 1969<span class="serif14" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:Times,Times New Roman,serif;font-size:130%;" >Duffel bag stuffed in the back, he bounced down<br />Cong Ly on the suicide seat. The sergeant crowed<br />they’d stolen the mud-scarred jeep the night<br />before on a whorehouse street in Cholon.<br /><br />His starched jungle fatigues and boots, a joke<br />in a city of millions, .45 hard<br />on his hip. Dressed in yellow, Saigon hummed<br />like a factory. Fuel-stench hung like a scrim.<br /><br />The sun seared down on angels in ao dais,<br />silk panels in a red soft as wet blood,<br />in the green of his mother’s eyes.<br />They skimmed the simmering sidewalks,<br /><br />at ease in their beauty under the palm-leaf<br />shade of conical nons, the calm rise<br />of dry heat, skirts wafting in spiraled mists<br />of nuoc mam, the smog of fried steam rolls.<br /><br />That night, he sauntered down Tu Do Street.<br />The bar girls called and the cyclos spat<br />their two-cycled rasp. Distant iron bombs dropped<br />from B-52s burst out of the dark,<br /><br />laying a blanket of moans over him<br />and the street and the girls too young in the night.<br />He glanced at the stars and felt himself<br />holding onto his gun with both hands.<br /><br /> (first appeared in Connecticut Review)<br /><br />More of <a href="http://homepage.mac.com/gregmcbride/Personal7.html">Greg McBride's poetry</a>.<br /></span>Chrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05594233727708567438noreply@blogger.com0